pretty reckless

2012-03-03T05:05:00.002-08:00

will update once i have few pictures from teacher tok, hazel, elisa, and others. :*

2012-02-27T00:13:00.004-08:00

You chewed me up and spit me out. But that was then.
Now look at me I’m sparkling
A firework, a dancing flame

np: stupid hoe-nicki minaj

2012-02-26T01:25:00.005-08:00

there's a huge different when you edit your video using headphone and when you are not. THERE'S LIKE FREAKING HUGE DIFFERENT! OH MY GOD! and i tell you dont ever edit your video with your headphones. because if you do, when you upload it and watch it without your headphones, ladies and gentlemen, youre gonna cry! haha. thats what happen to my friend, bebet's surprise birthday party video. the volume is so soft. *sigh* but im glad that so far everyone enjoyed watching it! i feel so overwhelmed that i have the opportunity to make one touching nice video for my good friend. :) and wish to make more of course and more and more!

this week had been pretty rough considering our school is squeezing every event they could possibly squeeze in. cross country and kawad kaki competition is coming up for instant.

gosh. girl guide association is driving me insane.

but the seminar skor A this year didnt excite me. not like when i was in form 3. it went pretty pathetic after a group of no life people mocking my classmate, tan. we know, each human being have their own opinion but not all opinion should voice out dramatically. yes. i know my classmate braid two sides of her hair and dresses up like a korean student. but that doesnt give you the right to mock her in front of her face. you and your friends have bad personality knowing that you cant respect peoples opinion on how they dress up. your hair is just the same as my friend. black. why the fuck you wanna complain about her hair. so you think you look so call cool with your mohawk hair and your collar up shirt? you and your friends are no close in the category of pretty girls and handsome guys because you people have UGLY HEARTS! why am i saying this? i feel so sad for my friend. she didnt do anything to these people. she only sit next to them. if this people feel so ashamed sitting next to her, then they should get their ass out from that row and find a new place to sit.

i have no idea what my friend tan was going through. but all i know, if i was in her position, i would cry and cry and slap each of their faces. hah! after knowing that they mock my friend, me and my other friends without hesitate mock them back. HAH! they end up quiet and start whispering to themselves. ah! i salute tan for being strong. :)

but anyway, like i promise.. pictures of fafa's and bebet's suprise birthday party!:)

2012-02-23T07:03:00.002-08:00

this is so far the best video. hahaha

sigh. how nice if my brother can be that age again.

and how ugly i look like beside him in this video. damn it. ahaha. oh my god. how small we were. tsk tsk.

i think that i accidentally deleted my old youtube acc. i think so. :(

*short update. will update later when i have time.

2012-02-19T05:45:00.000-08:00

im sorry if there's few error. i dunno how it get there. cox i remember checking it before heading to tuition and it was alright. there's this one part where i speed the singing and you can hear the chipmunks voice. i was suppose to mute it but i guess the imovie didnt save it. ._____. but anyway, hope you guys enjoyed watching the video. it was truly a memorable day.

everything went according to plan. thank you to fafa for arranging it in school, and the rest for making it happen. couldnt believe that i'll be videoing it myself. watched most of the romantic and sweet video in youtube and now ive made one for my good friend, bebet. haha. she deserve this. i know, we all know. she's been through alot and having this surprise party.. well, we hope that you love it.. anddd LOVE IT! XOXO!

before that, we celebrated fafa's advance birthday party in pizza hut. i think it went well? haha. did the planning with her mum the day before her celebration. conference with her mum and the other girls. haha. it was a short notice but everything went smooth yesterday. surprised her with cupcakes and candles all over it! it was beautiful.

will definitely upload the pictures.

here's a video of last month activity. its the behind the scene for the movie 'the curse' that teacher tok asked us to do. what an experience. i will always miss all the good memories and take whatever bad as a lesson.

ps: im sorry for any error ive made or my doings that are inappropriate for you.

2012-02-16T07:19:00.000-08:00

after i saw sue's acc in youtube. i click her channel and check on her video. i saw this. and after i click the play button, i laughed. hahaha. at the same time i cried. hahaha. damnnn! gonna sure miss these people. their cachinnation brightens the day. each of us are selcouth.

hahahaha.

true fact

1) i have stomach problem. especially period. where i'll be like suddenly crying and jumping around, cuddling anything thats warm/hot. pfft. haha

2) during primary school, my friends and i will make tent out of the bilik agama's alas meja. form it into a tent and eat inside the tent, sleep inside it, HAHAHAHAHA! ohmygodd. good stuff :')

3) ive always wanted to be a teacher. haha.

4) i ever climb the mosque roof.

5) went in the jungle next to the mosque with my cousin and friends:) - we were primary 4.

6) i chase the boys in my sekolah agama till the boys toilet.

7) BANANA BANANA BANANA BANANA BANANA NANANANANNANANA (loving it!)

8) DURIAN DURIAN DURIAN DURIAN DURIAN

9) if i have to choose between food and dress, i'll go for food.

10) i love when people say my name, rather than calling me you youuu, sayang, baby, girl, or whatever.

2012-02-14T08:05:00.000-08:00

this is so cute and i recommend you guys should watch it!

i was browsing for new songs and i found this. jyeah!

Katy Perry - Part Of Me

this is a good song, to me. the lyrics is good. :) 264 more days till spm and im freaking out. just finish exam and gosh! my head nearly explode. imagine, 3 important subject in 1 day? tsk tsk. crazy crazy lil school.

i kind miss alot of people. (SCREW FEELINGS SCREW FEELINGS) MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA! :3 gonna throw that away, click the off button, and focus on my studies only. see la.

ninaaaaaa, you off that freaking button. just off it! no more feelings, or whatsoever. OFF THAT BLOODDYY BUTTON OF YOURS IN YOUR FREAKING HEAD FOR GOD SAKES!

im cool.. im cool (screeming like a monkey) lets keep the page rollingg people!

So what we get drunk?
So what we smoke weed?
We’re just having fun
We don’t care who sees
So what we go out?
That’s how its supposed to be
Living young and wild and free

OH MY GOD. i hate being fucking depressed over small lil things. stop it. eat lasagna, eat food, go play outside, STOP IT NINA! STOP IT! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA MUAHAHAHAHAH! (CRAZY)

~~im so sad. :( help me. i feel like killing you. ripping everything off. let you burn. MUAHAHA LET YOU BURN! (hey, i like that part) i feel so sad right now. dunno whats up. stupid.~~

2012-02-10T05:45:00.001-08:00

Xx. Hiatus button ON!

2012-02-05T07:06:00.000-08:00

but theres a side of you that i never knew

all the things you said, they were never true

focus nina. priority priority. dont lose your focus there. put everything aside.

my mind's getting crazier. im getting lazier. this cant be happening. this is unhealthy for me. need to figure out how to juggle everything.

mon: bio

tues: add maths/maths

weds: chem

thurs : -

fri: piano

sat: add maths/maths

sun: bm

i cant find a good phy tuition so im letting mr chua to find me one. :3 thank you teacher.

i wanna focuse with school, tuition, friends and family. always smile, think positive.

happy February you guys:)

to all girls out there. please read this carefully. i think this a good piece of shit, like seriously. how i wish some girls see this through and think about it carefully.

2012-01-31T00:22:00.000-08:00

im going crazy. in the end, need to use the mac also to edit it all. dangggg. .__.

have to solve 245 videos. muahahahahahaha. cross ma finger. hope everything can settle before thurs.

2012-01-30T07:58:00.000-08:00

how nice if i was her. *dreaming*

a fantasy that will never come true.

sigh

Twenty years from now, you will be more disppointed by the things that you didnt do than by the ones you did do. So throw off the bowlines. Sail away from safe harbor. Catch the trade winds in your sails.

Explore. Dream. Discover.

mark twain.

2012-01-30T01:24:00.000-08:00

did you enjoy your chinese new year everyone?:)

good luck in your studies kakak. be careful there, have a great uni life? i will sleep alone now. *SAD SAD SAD SAD SAD* i cant tell you stories like always already. and you cant hear any of my opinion since you cant always talk to me. *wink* think wisely eh. i know everythings gonna be fine also in the end. *cross finger* always pray. never forget god!

a week in kl can be very exhausting. skin getting dryer due to the air-cond. what can i say? 24/7 air-conditioner can make ma skin suffer. .__.

updates:

-since kakak's not here, i'll be like sleeping alone already. o.o

-just realize how paranoid i can be if the topic about end of the world, war or global warming come out. shit. igucasjchgvfyakuci,hkjashmycuajbhvagyntfcumajc

school was CRAZZAAYYYY!

had a big laugh with classmates, catching up stories with close friends, was scolded for skipping class, and brought lots of cupcakes to class! *clap hands*. BAAM! sadly need to turn on hiatus. test is coming up and i dont wanna fail anything. my final result last year was U-G-L-Y and im not planning to repeat the same mistake. so jyeahh.

nothing much to update since i shut down my social life. enjoy watching youtube videos only and if i have time ill squeeze for a lil tumblr-ing and tv!:3 oh and non stop tv series that i download. yup.

_______________________________________________

sometimes, you do not know how to value your friendship. you have to pick the right friend not because you guys go through the same thing and can easily relate to each other or anything. sometimes, without realizing that friend of yours is taking advantage of you. and youre there, not knowing or not realizing what youre going to go through. you loss friends because of her/he. you lost your true friend who could tell you lots of stuff or anything. yeah. you regret it. but what can you do. and now you found out that friend of yours make friends with the friends that you loss.

what kind of friend are you?

2012-01-20T07:14:00.000-08:00

choir practice, english drama, watched drama's vid clip during recess, forgot my maths book, forgot my notes book, run here and there. today was tiring. i dunno. but i feel more tired than before. since 7 i was sleepy. pfft. way early eh.

gonna miss choir. haha. dang. recorded just now song. gonna sing the 2 malay song and 1 english medley. woots! tomorrow morning, mr lim's add maths tuition. 7.30 AM! I know right! so early what the hell. .____.

took few picture just now during school with my camera. sorry cant type or update that much. uploading picturee only. im too lazy to type. or even make a vlog. but i still wanna try. but i suck at editing my video. pfft. xx

will try upload more picture or update more. *may god bless you all today aite. xoxo*. kisses everywhereee. wuuu. sleepyyyyy *closing eyes*
im sorry if i hurt you:)

pictures 2#

2012-01-19T07:59:00.000-08:00

2012-01-18T02:35:00.001-08:00

Sometimes what we dont wanna be end up being what we become in future.

Question : will my 5 years old nina in the past be disappointed at me right now?

2012-01-17T06:51:00.000-08:00

so internet said that spm's gonna be on the 5th nov. [sue text everybody]. *gasp*. me? sitting spm? cant believe this year has arrived. oh my god! pfft.

200+ left. no more figure 3 in front. now left figure 2 and it will soon turn to 1 digit only. will count days with friends and family. hope everythings gonna turn out well. im hoping that god will guide me to the right path. amin.

a prayer for my daughter- what we learn for literature today. it was truly inspiring. but knowing that the father wish the daughter to have all the beauty she can have but yet ask not to have too much is just..... i dunno. *speechless*

school is so unpredictable. but assembly yesterday was a hit! haha. puan pang with her speech was surprisingly funny. i know right. but anyway, finding out from her that few students just couldnt get their hands of writing bad words and job it down everywhere is just sad. i find that these kinds people have poor personality.

so far, my days have been occupied with homeworks, tuition and school activity. i update my blog also because i decided that im too lazy to do my homework. muahaha. \m/ less sleep, too many homework just kills my brain cells. sigh.

spm; *praying*

2012-01-15T10:30:00.001-08:00

STUPID! I SHOULD BE A NINJA BY NOWWW!

2012-01-14T23:06:00.000-08:00

test 1#

will continue....

i still feel i dont have the ability on producing a good picture/ or edit nice picture. *sigh* need to learn more and more and moreeeeee

2012-01-14T05:52:00.000-08:00

when i fail remembering my own password.

*clap hands*

i'll let it die then.

decided to clear few things. i feel my blog is abit messy. so jyeah. got annoyed looking at my profile.

mon-friday: choir practice

sat: choir performance

sun: off to kl

mon-thurs/sat-sun: tuition

im still finding physic tuition. *sigh*

hurry up teacher yong. i cant wait to finish grade 8 piano. ughhhhh!

fact 1: i adore shoes, hats and bags!

fact 2: prefer to make my own chords when it comes to playing piano/guitar rather than reading notes/ or from the paper sheet.

fact 3: WATCHES! very particular with watches!

fact 4: love love love love stationary. i'll collect notebooks/all kinds of paper/wrapping paper and never use it.

fact 5: most of the time, if you yell at me, i make that blank face. unless im really really pissed then i'll respond. if not, i'll just make that blur face.

fact 6: if i feel itchy, i usually scratch my neck first. and hair. hahaha.

fact 7: not really a fan of necklaces, bangles.

2012-01-13T18:40:00.001-08:00

2012-01-13T04:37:00.000-08:00

todays caption.

*kisses*

2012-01-11T22:16:00.001-08:00

Sports day is gonna be middle of the year. Why oh why huh????!! Sigh. So latere!!! Aiyoyoyo. Im hungry!

...... Please respect each other.
Just now ustazah talk about wars. I got paranoid. I still think about it. I hate wars. I really take this topic/matter seriously. Sigh. Its stuck in my head. *sobs. Hate wars. Please. Damn it u heartless people. Stupid stupid. People with no feeling and no guilt web they see innocent children dying.

Say peace no war but yet still create one. Stupid.

2012-01-09T06:50:00.000-08:00

few pictures were uploaded twice, sorry for that. but its my first attempt on making a video. like a 'real' video. fail anyway. but its okay! cant wait to make more if i have the time. :) xx. hope you guys enjoy watching it. *thumbs up*

cant wait to take love and tons of video's and picture's this year! [must reach this goal]

2012-01-09T04:36:00.000-08:00

sometimes, when you have a goal/dream

and youre too focus on owning it,

you tend to forget how to actually get it in the first place.

note: pictures i found in my laptop. will upload more and more later! xx

2012-01-05T00:19:00.001-08:00

School school school!:D just received our SPBT books. Now is time to hit the books. Like seriouslyyy. Just got my notebook yesterday and im very pleased with it. Hahaha. I love the neat stitching. Ops! Sorry. Tehee. I just love stationery. *thumbs up*

Btw, i deactivate my facebook and twitter. Too lazy to handle it.

2012-01-04T09:45:00.000-08:00

youre the only one i see.

youre the one i love

baby its you

[love on top-beyonce]

2012-01-02T08:32:00.000-08:00

SCREW THE PREVIOUS POST YAW! hahaha

i feel so touched knowing that you read my blog. haha. you called, you dm, we talk. haha. its sweet knowing that you take time to read my blog, read my twitter. but but but.. YOU DONT EVEN TEXT ME OFTEN , NOT LIKE BEFORE! haha. sseh. but whatever. :) its not a big deal.

hoho.

i do have feelings for you. (TOO EXPOSED NINA) UIJAHCAJNCAHVCAJK -there's more........

2012-01-01T07:04:00.000-08:00

i hope you can see how much i really care for you. screw that. i know what i said to you before. haha. but i dunno. i kept on thinking about you. cheesy much nina. ew. this is so not me. not even close. ahah. but i hope you are reading this. i really do care about you.

you are the only guy friend that so far i know i could be open to anything. i mean i can tell you everything. dont you remember? super damn long texts, how i talk about michael trevino. hahahaha. *thumbs up*. i miss you.

you dont seem to care anymore. but sokay. :) happy new year boy! take care aites.

2011-12-30T16:54:00.000-08:00

what a journey. boy i learn alot. i hope everyone's fine. to all my readers, please forgive me if i ever do wrong to you all. i am truly sorry. please excuse my behavior towards you if i do wrong. i may be rude, inconsiderate and selfish. i make mistakes. but im learning from it? so. im so sorry and i hope you all have a splendid new year aite:)

2011 was a great year. i pretty much enjoy the ride. haha. too many stories. just too many. im pretty happy that i survive through out the whole journey. my satisfaction towards few things have been achieved! YES! *GOAL*. of course i found out few things and throw whatever that i dont need in my life. i come to realize that love is not enough to accept a person in life. commitment and loyalty towards each other is always important. to seek maturity in whatever consequences we face inside us is a challenge for all. you cant love someone who turns you into something bad, negative, horrible.

to my readers, i cant wait to update more and more next year! hope everything will be awesome and fantastic. spontaneous* *finger crossing that god will always be by my side no matter what. i thank god that im still alive and healthy. same goes to my family members. i hope god protect all my loves one from all that is suppose to be stayed away from. may god bless you all:) xx have a ROCKING NEW YEAR! \m/

early jan

end dec

i change

2011-12-28T23:49:00.000-08:00

i decided to erase what i type. i can imagine what you'll think of me. just shut up

2011-12-12T00:41:00.000-08:00

basically what happen during the hols. well.. something like that i guess. but so far, it was okay. quiet productive although there's days that are just damn boring. but i survived. well, duh. wont be around for 2 weeks. gotta get away from all of this. i think? pfft. anyway, everything's set.

hurry! where's my jet plane? haha. *flyinggg*. cant wait to get my mind off. *turning OFF button*. cheers. then after realizing i spend 2 weeks on relaxation, i have to start hit the books and get myself ready for spm. haha. mr lim's add maths homework and test paper i havent finish. hope nazri can help me or something. (im dooommm).___.

GLEE - "We Are Young"

i love that song right now. i have no idea why. stuck in head all the time. grr. to me its the right song for me. SEH! hahaha.

my priority in life is still the same. i know what im doing. im very sure. i know myself. i know what i like and what i dont. so jyeah? i dont wanna take anything serious except my studies. i devote my form 5 life with my books. i dont want to regret anything. i wanna succeed and get the hell out from here. buyayayayaaa.

till now.

nothing can stop me except god and myself. xx

im unstoppable. you can talk all you want but my skin is really thick. im the leader of the crowd and my game is really slick. im an unstoppable... unstoppable...

2011-12-09T23:57:00.001-08:00

At wawa ahmad's house. Waiting for their arrival. Coming back from haji. Hw awesome is that! Hope they arrive safely here. Amin. :) with wawa pese watching tv and hearing bbgirl singing. Hahahahaha. So emotional her song. Xx aww

Wawa pese: tidur la kau syg. Nanti malam baru nyanyi ahh.

2011-12-04T22:56:00.000-08:00

so bored. so bored. so bored. so bored. so bored. so bored. so bored. so bored. so bored. so bored. so bored. so bored. so bored. so bored. so bored. so bored. so bored. so bored. so bored. so bored. so bored. so bored. so bored. so bored. so bored. so bored. so bored. so bored. so bored. so bored. so bored. so bored. so bored. so bored. so bored. so bored. so bored. so bored. so bored. so bored. so bored. so bored. so bored. so bored. so bored. so bored. so bored. so bored. so bored. so bored. so bored. so bored. so bored. so bored. so bored. so bored. so bored. so bored. so bored. so bored. so bored. so bored. so bored. so bored. so bored. so bored. so bored. so bored. so bored. so bored. so bored. so bored. so bored. so bored. so bored. so bored. so bored. so bored. so bored. so bored. so bored. so bored. so bored. so bored. so bored. so bored. so bored. so bored. so bored. so bored. so bored. so bored. so bored. so bored. so bored. so bored. so bored. so bored. so bored. so bored. so bored. so bored. so bored. so bored. so bored. so bored. so bored. so bored. so bored. so bored. so bored. so bored. so bored. so bored. so bored. so bored. so bored. so bored. so bored. so bored. so bored. so bored. so bored. so bored. so bored. so bored. so bored. so bored. so bored. so bored. so bored. so bored.

what should i do? .____. *sigh

2011-12-03T00:30:00.000-08:00

traslation :

hello! my name is N-I-N-A. my sign language name is NA with a (glasses). i was born in K-K, sabah. im 16 now. thanks you. byebye :)

2011-11-29T23:36:00.000-08:00

been hitting the books lately. been busy only with the books. the books now are my partner. accepting the fact that i cant go out is just so overrated. next monday will be my last piano class for this year *clap hands. cant wait for it to happen. watching few of my friends having tuition made me feel like i should have one too. but im too lazy to burst my brain cells and have a heart to study anything for the moment.

sometimes, i fill up my empty time by making weird imaginations about anything, how school activity should be for an example or how my university activity would turn out in the end or maybe how my social life will be. weather i end up dead (no talk) or too social? nah. i dont think i will go that far. im to shy (true fact).

updating and reblogging in tumblr makes me feel much better. knowing that im goonnaa be stuck at home for this year holiday. the pictures people reblog lightens me up. most beautiful girls i found out are usually from australia? (wink). how nice if i could be like em. *finger crossing.

i just have a bottle fill with all kinds of dreams. i hope one day all of it i could happen for real <3

hope my friends are doing fine with their holidays and hope andrea is safe and having a splendid time at japan. miss everyone. xx

2011-11-24T17:44:00.000-08:00

im pretty much worried right now. the fact that i cant make up my mind on my future 'career'. i know that next year i'll be form 5 and i have no time to think about my future as im focusing on my spm. what should i become? thinking... thinking.... *BLANK*.

how can i be so sure of the career that i choose? need to find something that i will always love and never get bored of it. need to find something that is more specific, not too general and something just out of the box yet people still need in their daily lifes. tik tok tik tok. hope i get the right one. *finger crossing.

anyway, gonna be less than 2 weeks. i seriously cant wait. hope everything will turn out exactly as i plan. and hoping that i get whatever that i need. *giggles. enjoy your holiday peeps and to all the spm candidates, good luck *thumbs up.

2011-11-22T01:44:00.000-08:00

ive always love ariel's character.

2011-11-21T02:16:00.000-08:00

When you call a girl fat or ugly, it's engraved into her mind. Every insult will stay with her forever, reminding her that she's worthless, disgusting, and unloved. Her mind will be programmed to put herself down, to hate herself and her body. Call her pretty? She'll remember it for a moment. Call her ugly? She'll never forget it. Because she's a slave to the pain that you never even thought about.

nufsaid

2011-11-20T03:27:00.000-08:00

one step closer.

i dedicate this song to god, mummy, daddy, kakak iva, ryan, family members, best friends, close friends, friends and him.

holidays right now and boy im bored with it. i miss school terribly. i miss talking to everybody. *thumbs up. having piano class basically twice a week is just tiring. dislike where i am right now. my condition. haha. why am i even in this position. :P

listening to a thousand years makes me feel so empty. hohhooho. *wink. dunno what to think about. honestly i hate everything thats happening now. how i run out moneys all the time, how my ice cream finish up ALL THE FREAKING TIME, how i miss you, how i hate you, how i miss all my close friends, how i miss sekolah agama. i probably miss a zillion things but who doesnt miss stuff/things/people right? *pfft.

what should i do next? wait for my piano to finish up its lesson? lose more and more weight till im satisfied? (SEHHHH). hahaha.

a new word to discover - Hypopituitarism, a rare disease that doesn’t allow a person to feel in love.

im waiting... and waitingggg..... what should i be when i grow up?

screw that part. i'll think about it later. i dont wanna focus on anything thats super important. i know. how weird can i be?!

things i should do during my holidays

keep on baking till i die
shop? we'll see. if i have enough money in my pocket. i dont mind if there's such thing as endless money btw
rock climbing
making tons of friendship bracelets
hiking (if its possible)
camping (if there's any and reasonable)
changing my hair style. (and still look good)
lose weight. i know im getting fatter. nufsaid. the trainer himself said so. how sad. tsk tsk
try to be taller each sec.*clap hands if thats even possible.
clean my messy room and studio (the place where i keep my school books. dont get this wrong. its not a dance studio. haha)

and more i guess...

Todays picture

2011-11-14T03:50:00.001-08:00

Motions are now my inspiration. Xx

2011-11-11T21:42:00.001-08:00

2011-11-11T21:41:00.001-08:00

Prime minister and well known people reading newspaper with 3D glasses. I knooeee. Sayyy wuttttt .___.

2011-11-10T22:14:00.000-08:00

school just ended? ... wait for it wait for it.. KABBOOOMMM! magod. 2011 is one its way to end. how fast is that ya guys? i myself cant believe it! amazing. *tears* memories, moments, ups and downs. what a year huh? :) i cant believe i end my form 4 already. ahahahaha. (you're screwed -s.r.) yeah yeah. i know that. but anyway, to you guys out there, happy holiday!:) enjoy it while you can aite. tehee. i wont be seeing my friends, teachers, school for a long time (1 month plus only). pfft. hahaha. but next year i'll be form 5. my last year in school. last year wearing school uniform, tie my hair with my black ribbon and carrying my heavy school bad. :') to all spm candidates, i wish you guys the best! spm is next monday. i pray for you all that you get the marks you wanted and that you deserve the marks. *thumbs up!

last day of school was pretty boring, i mean. i didnt expect to be super duper awesome but at the same time i dont want it to be that dull also. haha. ._____. but received school magazine 2010. FINALLY!:D get to read it. saw my picture :3 *giggles. hehe.

greyson chance is in kl! he's gonna come to kk next week i guess. uuu. but im not gonna go to his concert. nah. some other time maybe. pfft. hehe. yesterday was nana's nyta's and jasmine's birthday! my pretty girls. xx. happy belated birthday girls! wished each of them yesterday during school. except nana cox she's in kl. so i text her. hehe.

anyway, xx. for now.

2011-11-07T21:30:00.001-08:00

Maybe u guys dunno whats this. Hehehe. Scramble egg with cheese and a lil bit of ham. Heheh xx. Delicious!

2011-11-07T20:05:00.000-08:00

The Vampire Diaries is an American teen supernatural drama television series developed by Kevin Williamson and Julie Plec, based on the book series of the same name written by L. J. Smith. The series premiered on The CW Television Network on September 10, 2009, and is currently in its third season that premiered on September 15, 2011.^[1] The series takes place in Mystic Falls, Virginia, a fictional small town haunted by supernatural beings. The main focus of the series is the love triangle between the female protagonist Elena Gilbert (Nina Dobrev) and Stefan (Paul Wesley) and Damon (Ian Somerhalder), all of whom have dark pasts. Later light is thrown on the mysterious past of the town involving Elena's malevolent doppelgänger Katherine who seeks revenge against the town, Stefan, Damon, and Elena.

The series follows the life of Elena Gilbert (Nina Dobrev) a 17-year-old girl, who falls for a 162-year-old vampire named Stefan Salvatore (Paul Wesley). Their relationship becomes increasingly complicated as Stefan's vicious and malevolent elder brother Damon (Ian Somerhalder) returns with a plan to wreak havoc on the town and also to plan a revenge against his younger brother. Both brothers begin to show affection towards Elena, mainly because of her resemblance to their past love Katherine Pierce. It is revealed that Elena is a descendant of Katherine, who eventually returns with plans against the trio.

The series is set in the fictional town of Mystic Falls, Virginia, a town charged with supernatural history since its settlement of migrants from New England in the late 17th century. Other story lines revolve around the other inhabitants of the town, most notably Elena's younger brother Jeremy Gilbert (Steven R. McQueen), Elena's best friend Bonnie Bennett (Katerina Graham), Elena's close friend, Caroline Forbes (Candice Accola), Elena's childhood friend, Tyler Lockwood (Michael Trevino) and Elena's childhood friend and ex-boyfriend, Matt Donovan (Zach Roerig). The town's politics are orchestrated by descendants of the original founding families, all comprising a "Founders' Council". Some of the founding families of Mystic Falls include the Salvatores, the Gilberts, the Fells, the Forbes and the Lockwoods. They guard the town mainly from vampires, although they seem to be oblivious to other supernatural threats such as werewolves, witches, and ghosts.

2011-11-07T02:44:00.001-08:00

Todays look. Watched in time. Wasnt that nice as i thought. I find it a lil hanging. Really thought it was a nice movie. Sigh. Its okay. Curiosity towards that movie is gone. Still cant wait to watch lion king 3. Xx

2011-11-06T07:59:00.001-08:00

Had at uncle neils house and kakek sunohs house only. Had a great time. Definitely love neneks cooking. Super delicious. Nasi minyak with that serunding (is that the spelling???) hehe and the the telur masak merah? And mmm many more of course. Chit chat with nephews, cousins kakek was fun and interesting. Overall today was fun.

I even manage to go bm tuition at night. Kakak went and visit teacher nurul and cikgu jafri. Did some catching up. Was fun and crazy. Love to talk to that teachers. Hahahaha. Yeah i definitely enjoy today alhamdulillah. Thank you god.

May god bless everyone and hope u guys enjoyed ur day. Xx.

2011-11-05T00:27:00.001-07:00

House hunting :) but now gotta send send ryan to tennis at likas xx.

2011-11-03T07:32:00.000-07:00

The power of imagination makes us infinite.

i had always admire mary kate and ashley olsen! their beautiful right? since small. :3 watched their vid when they were babies till their teens. sadly right now they arent doing any vids. been busy with their personal life. still, i love them to very much even though i seldom hear anything about them already. sigh.

school's gonna end soon. for the form 5, good luck for your spm :) may god always bless you. amin. to my friends and everyone, happy holiday! hope you guys enjoy em. not to forget this sat, hari raya korban! woots. anyway, im still waiting for schools magazine for year 2010?

i need to cut my fringe. like seriously. i think its long already. i need to cut my hair too. was talking to kirane farah bina elisa about hairs.. oh! and mirza! hahaha. wanna cut short but i dont think it fits me. i just want my hair to be healthy and cut my fringe. like shorter abit. hehe. *thumbs up.

happy birthday to gma! hahaha. happy sweet 18th love. may god always bless you. xx hope that you succeed in life and live your dream. to adi and sherijane jong happy birthday to you guys too! happy sweet 16th adi! may god always bless you and jyeahh. just rock the world with your personality. tehee. to sherijane jong, (ann ann's youngest sister) i know you since small. even though we're not close but anyways, happy birthday and hope you have a blast. XOXO.

oh. did you know i made an acc. to upload vids and stuff in youtube. hahaha. yeah. i actually have one. ninamariyah. but i think my parents knows about the acc. so i made a new one.click this

>>>>>>>>>>youtube. im still waiting for lion king 3. can i pretty please see it? :)

2011-10-31T07:38:00.000-07:00

im so amazed. i have time to edit the vid, put in voicing. sorry if i cant reach the top key. i couldnt reach. hoho

2011-10-31T05:27:00.001-07:00

‎- Kemunculan Imam Mahdi
- Kemunculan Dajjal
- Keturunan Hazrat Isa (AS)
- Kemunculan Yajooj dan Majooj
- Terbitnya matahari dari Barat ke Timur
- Pintu pengampunan akan ditutup
- Dab'bat al-Ard akan keluar dari tanah dan akan menandai muslim yang sebenar-benarnya
- Kabut selama 40 Hari akan mematikan semua orang beriman sejati sebab mereka tidak perlu mengalami tanda kiamat lainnya
- Sebuah kebakaran besar akan menyebabkan kerosakan
- Pemusnahan Kaabah
- Tulisan dalam Al-Quran akan lenyap
- Sangkakala akan ditiup pertama kalinya. Binatang dan orang kafir yang tersisa akan mati. Semua gunung dan bangunan akan runtuh
- Tiupan sangkakala yang kedua kalinya akan membangkitkan semua ciptaan Allah dan bertemu di dataran Arafah menuju saat penghakiman mereka dan matahari akan mendekatkan dirinya ke bumi

Nabi Muhammad S.A.W. telah bersabda :
"Barang siapa yang mengingatkan ini kepada orang lain, akan Ku buatkan tempat di syurga baginya pada hari penghakiman kelak".

Kita boleh je kirim ribuan SMS Mesra, tapi bila kirim yang berkaitan dengan ibadah mesti berfikir 2 kali.

Allah berfirman : "Jika engkau lebih mengejar duniawi daripada mengejar dekat dengan-Ku maka Aku berikan, tapi Aku akan menjauhkan kalian dari surga-Ku"

2011-10-31T00:57:00.001-07:00

This is wht happen hen you have a crazy headmistress. Hahahahaha. To diff shape morning section and afternoon section. Now i have to buy new shoe? And i only have to use it for 1 year? Say wut? So what happen to my other white shoes?? Mmm.

Anyway, few more days till spm and only few more days to school holiday! Cant wait. Xoxo. Lion king 3 is up and oh my god its a must to see. Ive been watching that movie since i was a kid. My childhood movie *giggle*.

Ps: happy birthday to my baby andrea maturin! I love you baby! You are beautiful. An happy birthday to nizar (my pre school friend) and farhana (my long lost friend). Happy sweet 16 to all of you. May god always bless you and hope you guys have a blast! Awww xoxo from me, nina. *flying kiss*

2011-10-30T01:35:00.001-07:00

Had movie marathon with family. Real steel was superb. Highlights for today!! Had a great time! The breaking dawn trailer was alright i guess. But tooo much kissing eh? *no comment* but the line of the real steel story really thought us. Overall the movie was fantastic. Parents enjoyed, kakak and ryan enjoyed. :) now heading to cp. xoxo💋

Ps:- im hungry btw🍔🍟🍦🍜🍰🎂🍧🍓

"the picture shows the weather at likas right now"

2011-10-29T20:33:00.001-07:00

Out and about. Xoxo💋

2011-10-28T07:25:00.000-07:00

note:

once i trust you, hold on to it.

because once you broke that trust, i truly lose my respect towards you.

everybody fill that way. dont they?

its hard to gain the trust back. people will look at you in a diff way.

some cant even look at you anymore. we do make mistake and some do need 2nd chance.

but some..they cant have em.

ps: im getting out from this place. i will. i must. watch me.

2011-10-24T07:20:00.000-07:00

2011-10-24T06:27:00.000-07:00

its been a week since i came back from kuala lumpur. time flies so fast. soon without realizing i'll be turning 17 is few more months, weeks, days. cant imagine leaving school. trying to imagine what will happen to me.. *imaginations*

SKIP THE IMAGINATIONNN** today's assembly was funny. haha. kinda enjoy puan pang's speech. it was funny. i dunno if she wanna emphasize few words but all i can say she deliver her speech in a funny way. everyone laughed. i dont know the students that sleep but all i know i would regret if i sleep during assembly today. *giggles* i manage to catch up few stories with bina and andrea.

ive been reading few articles of ghaddafi (the previous ruler for libya) in internet and newspaper (radio, tv etc). *speechless. thats all i could say. #i pray that we all forgive him no matter how mean he was before this. people do make mistake especially when theyre in their comfort zone. they just cant let go. we know our best and worst. let god decide. *amin.

(i need to be a better person. i need to be great. i need to rise. i cant let anyone push me down. and if they manage to do so, i need to rise and rise higher. i need to promise myself to always be there for myself. confidence is everything. personality is everything too)- i-k issue

ps: i still cant wait to get out from this place. its a must. to just shut everything. i turn it off(just like tvd) just turn it off nina. immune everything around you. limit your expectations cuhs the world is full of disappointments.

to my chicken - i truly miss you. as my closest good friend. i miss those time when i just talk randomly about chicken to you and i tell you basically all my problem. no matter how much i hate you, i do miss you. i hate those who text me now. talking about clubs and songs that doesnt make sense. asking weird question... i know. i have no idea. one dude actually ask me what kind of milk i like? is that even..... nvm. but i do miss you. the past is the past. how nice if you look it that way. but whatever la :) may god bless you always.

im sorry if i ever did wrong to any of you guys. i am truly sorry. may god bless you all and hope you have a nice day. :) sincerely from me.

2011-10-13T02:08:00.000-07:00

*giggles giggles giggles giggles giggles*

2011-10-11T00:23:00.000-07:00

thanks shidah for bringing the camera and sarah for taking this shot :) really appreciate it. anyway, it was yesterday, 10.10.11 the day we 4st1 decided to hang out with teacher farah at the beach. it was pretty cool. IT WASSSSSSSSSSSS FUNNNN! :D *thumbs up.

so teacher fara brought her friend, a teacher from smesh? teacher fanzi? yeah! teacher fanzi. it wassss.... okay i guess. SUE STALK HIM AND MA GOD LOOK WHAT HAPPEN NOW! hoho! follow twitter and stuff. saw his profile cox basically sue place it everywhere i think and look wut i found http://www.getyourstory.blogspot.com/ i was bored okay! .________. so i just read and yeahhh. he actually got tumblr? o.O like say wuttt.

but anyway, just now did some confession to the girls. i think maybe, i did spice things up just now. sorry from the bottom of my heart but i feel like our hard work is not appreciated at all. i mean who are we anyway? and who are you anyway? ah! i dunno la in this case. so stress out thinking about choir but in the end i get to overcome it. SO HAPPY! i think literally overcome it? maybee?? .___. oh my gah. i dunno laa again. haha

but my day out with teacher fara and my classmate really made my day. like seriously :') have a safe trip teacher fara and nice to meet you teacher fanzi. *thumbs up.

ps: miss my close friend. hope their doing fine. didnt contact them during the holidays. sorry :| hope you guys enjoyed the holiday as much as i do. and have fun during installation. may allah and god always bless you love.(to everyone) <3 AND PRAY FOR THAILAND OKAY!

2011-10-07T00:44:00.000-07:00

2011-10-03T01:38:00.000-07:00

well soigné i say. went school today and had choir practice. met the accounts student. and form 1? tomorrow's PMR. good luck to all pmr candidate i'll say. haha. you need it, some maybe. haha. finger cross for each others paper aite. to all franciscan, you know when pmr is starting right now, guess what we'll be having? OUR SCHOOL MAGAZINE! finally man. so long wanna wait. no idea why. ._______.

yesterday IT fair at 1b was worth it. thank god it was reasonable. if not, it would be such a waste of time going there. :P i think. dunno. lately, didnt feel like going out. just feel like staying at home. but still, if i stay at home, what should i do? o.O still thinking..... i need to feel my schedule up asap yo! excel is coming up and im not gonna just drop it since i did my final exam quiet terrible. im not confident at all with my final exam. i need to work my ass off with this coming excel.

last week was st francis day. and it went well. definitely. enjoy that day. we all pray together :') love that moment. you can just feel so peace. as if there's no problem. at night had gathering at my uncles house. kenduri doa selamat. (alhamdulillah). -photo will be uploaded later.

i still blame 'x' but i know i shouldnt. i should just let it go and just forget but what to doo. NEVER!! muahahaha. 'x' need to deal with it and so do i. sad isnt it?

lets hope that oct would be kind and loving <3

i know i didnt enjoy my sept at all except for few moments

to my friend that i trusted but misused it : i hope one day you will finally realize what had happen. what you miss. we wont judge you by your past but please dont repeat the same mistake if you dont wanna be judge that way. you need to change. people cant help you if you cant help yourself first. nobody can change you if you dont start that first step. you must know the diff between like and flirt. you cant just tell someone you love them but in facebook you start to flirt with the all the girls you chat with. im not mad but i pity you. im sorry things have to be this way but maybe its for the best. if you like to stay that way, then stay. remain the same. i hope you succeed in life and god will always bless you. xx. from your good old friend who always care for you even though i knew you lied to me. i kept quiet. i knew the whole time since the beginning. you do not need to explain. of course i was hurt but you want it that way. :) but anyway, goodbye.

listening to : lilwayne-how to love

2011-09-26T06:19:00.000-07:00

2011-09-26T04:55:00.000-07:00

today IS what TODAY IS WHAT?! today is freaking mondaayyyy peeps!

so, just now was history and chem paper 1. and what should i say? i should bomb myself. HOHOHO! HEHEHE HIHIHIHI HAHAHAHA! *applause everyone. ive tried my best but i know its not my best. but who ask 'x'. force me to study at home when 'x' know i cant study here. too much distraction. but you give me now choice ah. 'x' fault.

the picture above is michael trevino. he act in vampire diaries. i can tell you this. im inlove with him since season one. he's my type. i like his style. i have on idea why. someone that is just not cheesy. i just prefer that way. and he's super hot. OH MY GOD! *melting. i really recommend you guys to watch that movie. i just love him so much :') can i marry him? i dont care. HE'S THE ONEE! MY FREAKKINGGG ONNEEE!!

so far i have no plan. but i know my plan in the future. i know im not gonna be here. sitting at home made me thinking. about my future, whats gonna happen to me. so, all i know is that, i need to be super smart like asss!! this exam i may not perform well but i know i'll work my butt out. get myself fit and healthy and smarter. my MAIN GOAL :-

1) be smart

2) be healthy and fit

ps: you may miss the past, but past is the past. you can only look at now and tomorrow. so, what gives? you never care and why will you ever take notice anyway? unless your curiosity hit you hard like super duper hard right. in the end, its my mistake to choose u. you never care and never will.

in times i need one, nobodys there

in times i need one, nobody cares.

2011-09-23T06:13:00.001-07:00

the wonderland that i wish to go! :) with anyone if i could. i must know this place. i need to know. this is a need in my life. a must. how extraordinary is it to have such place like this isnt it. if only there were more colour. just saying ;p

and as i close my eyes, i shall dream myself in this right position. enjoying my damn time with the water and with whoever i swim with <3

2011-09-11T08:38:00.000-07:00

hello mama :3

updates eh? nothing much to update. not inspired, not even a lil. do not know what to type actually but just feel like updating the blog cox its been blank for quite some time eh? probably. .________________.

anyway, malam integrasi was last night activity and boy was it fun. spend my time with my awesome girlfriends, dancing with teacher including puan pang and sister! it was a blast. i tell ya girls, if you are a franciscan and you didnt attend the malam integrasi, well, TOOOOO BAADDD ON YOUUUU!!

teheee. lots of activities. like fashion show, the singing, the tanglungs and more. everything was in shape. the food was basically canteen food. HAHA. but its still delicious. the celebration was basically to celebrate independent day. i think? o.o i myself is not that sure but yeahh... movee onn.. in the end of the event, we sang all the patriotic song and basically dance as if there's no tomorrow. everyone danced. even the teachers, students, name it. whoever that was present during that time!

ps: pictures will be uploaded (maybe) later on. if im that hardworking, i'll probably upload it. *giggles.

enjoy your weekdays peep *thumbs up.

remember form 4 students (especially to convent form 4 student)- we'll be having our exam next week and our excel the following month. pray together that we all get good result and will work our ass of to get this paper with super duper nice awesome marks. like A+ :3 aminnn

2011-09-05T08:03:00.000-07:00

Source: leilockheart

#text

you know you love me

xoxo

gossip girls.

2011-09-01T20:14:00.000-07:00

thanks god kirane remind me about school. THE PIZZA and then THE SAJAK!

:O I HAVE TO MEMORIZE IT NOW! SHIZZ MAN! WHAT

I HAVE TO READ THE FREAKING SAJAK DURING ASSEMBLY?!

STUPID MAN STUPID TO THE MAX MAX MAX MAX MAX MAX MAX MAX MAX MAX.

ps: selamat hari raya

2011-08-25T22:31:00.000-07:00

im bored. waddduppp readers? ding dang dong dung ding deng deng deng deng deng. THANK GOD ITS FRIDAYYYYYYYYYY! latatatatataidododododo. :)

went to school around 9.30? yeah. i was late. tehee. *thumbs up. watched the smurfs with classmate and talked to teacher farah about her mmmm. 'life'? something like that la.

OH GUESS WHAT! later after school re-open and yeahh yeahhh we're gonna have like assembly, im gonna recite a sajak called 'bahasa'. eeeeee.

CAN YOU IMAGINE?! ME?! SAJAK?! COMBINE?!

i'll be reading with full emotion and stuff. muahahaha. \m/ i have no idea why teacher yap pick me. i mean, i did all my essay and stuff. this is for my ULBS. -.- but i still have to read the synopsis in class. say wutt. oh oh! and i have to like memorize the whole sajak. e. im soooo unfortunate. pfft. neh. i should be grateful. but why? no clue. heh.

currently listening to yuna. cant wait to play sims with ryan again. JYEAHH MAN!!!

anyway, i'll update again. dadaaaa ;)

2011-08-20T09:51:00.000-07:00

i imagine all 8 of us here. sitting, just talk. yeah. i cant imgine. if our relationship is strong, surely this will happen. hahaha. fantasy fantasy fantasy. cant get tired of that. whatever i imagine seems glowing for a second. <3

19 august 2011
my girlfriends surprised me. my small little surprise advance birthday party. at suria during buka puasa. :) everyone was there except mang. each of us get a friendship bracelet, pink with a cute heart pendant. isnt that just so sweet? aww. love them to bits. fafa and tom bought the cake at secret recipe.fafa, cha, ann, aly, deena, bina, tom, shazril, talha, and one of talha's friend attended. during buka puasa, deena was the one that baca doa buka puasa out loud. so adorable eh?:) more touching again when they show up with a cake and BIG CARD! haha. aw. how i wish mang was there at that moment :')

Ann bought me a cute headband from girls. i feel like a princess / flower girl. im still using my friendship bracelet. cant seem to get it off from my hand. haha. anyway, here's some picture. enjoyyyy!:D

ps: thank you shazril for taking the pictures/being my photographer of the day! xoxo

2011-08-17T12:26:00.000-07:00

bakat convent. look at us. it was fun. a great experience. got it from tasha's. AWWWWWW! and that time when affie's still in kk.

2011-08-17T11:29:00.000-07:00

its 2.30 am and im still awake. *thumbs up. currently listening to lady gaga, JUDAS. so yeah. super bored. dunno what to type and dunno what to do. sigh*. OH OH OH! will be going to lib later. with elisya i guess. (crossing finger) see first is syafwan's coming. tsk tsk tsk. that boy. pfft.

i have no idea why my voice sound like that. it sounds so baby. YUCK! like my voice transpose during midnight! hahaha. epic fail. but whatever.

today's baba's birthday and tasha's. awwwww:) happy birthday ladies. may god bless you all.

what a fight! hahahaha cute eh :D i know. anyunyunyunyu

but the again, im watching this too
was bored. so what the hell :3 interested in make up. *tehee

i cried :')

2011-08-09T11:56:00.000-07:00

2011-08-07T11:22:00.000-07:00

chocolate garnache : my favourite!! cant wait for kakak iva to make it again and again and again! i can eat the syrup all day long I TELL YA!. oh my god. i feel like i can taste it. its 2.30 and im not asleep yet. well, duh. if i am, i wouldnt be typing correct? sigh. anyway.

todays daddy's mmmm *2011-1964, 47th birthday? HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY!:D i love you.im so happy? nahhh. im not sure. test is coming up. piano theory exam is coming up. well, i know im not hoping or giving any high expectation for theory exam. grade 5. common. memorizing the italian terms is freaking hard. *headache. move on move on move on...

so, i was thinking of making daddy cakes like..

but i know it will never happen. duh. if i can make cakes like this, wow! IT WOULD BE SO COOL AND AWESOME AND SUPER DUPER WICKED! friends and family and everbody will be like .

tehe. *giggle.

right now, im craving for . OH NO! IM SICK IM SICK IM SICK! heavy flu attack. dang your fast and annoying! i need my medicine? pfft. like i eat one. except for my stomach.

ps: teacher i dunno what to type anymore. im super bored but nothing is going through my head. sorry :3 for now. woots. *thumbs up.